Shut up Natalie.

I feel oddly torn.
I want to post, but at the same time I don't. I love you all and don't want you to think I've abandoned you, but I can't think of one damn thing to say. I am positive it's a side effect of the depression. It sucks monkey cock. (Hey trolls, that was MONKEY cock, not MOMMY cock)

I get to see my oldest tomorrow, and I am looking forward to that, so there's something at least.